If You Really Knew Me Would You Still Like Me?

Don't look into my eyes. I'm afraid you'll see the real me. If you hand me your heart then I'll hand you a wrench. I'm still looking for a fix. Can they see the real me yet? What's in it for me is all I see. Will I ever be trusted again? If only you saw the real me would you still like me? If you knew what I knew would you be able to trust me? I'll be anybody you want if it means you'll like me but don't come to close because I'm not sure where I'm going. If you look into my soul you'll see that I'm drenched in self loathing. What else to fear but my own revealing nature. To be someone else is all I know. I'll be making sure that I keep my distance. If I was standing right in front of you would you notice a difference?